Band

Being in Moochie Mac is extremely hurtful, I figured. I know, however, for sure it is just a phase that I'd eventually get out of as soon as the band gels and when I am good enough to be significant in the band. Honestly, I have no faith in it. I am far more excited about my collab with Amanda and David more than anything else. I have strong reservations over each member's motive in playing music. Are they really playing for the joy of creating and playing music or simply for business sake?

What he said was true, learning music should not be stressful. When it becomes so, it is because you are learning to chase something and you forget the whole point of developing genuinely and you miss the chance to bond with your mates beyond the musical aspect.

I am never a 'Yes' man and I don't like to be told what to do but I appreciate learning and sharing. Listening to Summer Space makes me sick in the guts and showed me how separated I am from the entire music making process. So is Superfriends all about "time waits for no man"? Everything is extremely rushy and leaves no space for learning and development.

I am glad I will be away for two weeks. Being away from it will prevent me from developing hatred for the band becus I am positive when I get back I will walk out on this and sit back with a patient musician who has nothing to rush for and learn and develop.